Tuesday, October 18, 2005

hey..its been a week since i last blogged. i've gotten back most of the promos results, and they're pretty much the same as my CT results...but i really studied hard. this time the exam jitters got me, so i screwed up for some subjects. perhaps there wasn't enough practice, but im somewhat grateful for the screwup in chem. at first i got a C...when i was expecting an A. i was flabbergasted...and my hopes of taking chem 's' vanished instantaneously...i was at a loss and i just started crying in class..it was really bad.

maybe it was due to complacency, maybe it was cos i didn't practise enough, maybe it was cos i didn't bring my calculator in so i had to borrow cedric's which i didn't know how to use, maybe it was cos i did section A last and i wasn't used to it so i panicked...

through all this, i realised that many many people will always be by my side whenever i fell. many many friends comforted me and assured that i'll be able to take chem 's'...and my teacher was feeling really sorry because she felt she was at fault for giving the advice that we should do section B and C first, and junli was constantly checking on me to see whether i was okay. i got messages from classmates telling me to cheer up, like from kengwee and jonsng..there was just so much love.

so i think sometimes it takes some awful thing to happen to make u realise how wonderul the people around you are =)anywway, miss soh took back my paper and added a few marks so i got a B. which is still kind of depressing but nevermind!

My other subjects were okay i guess. Apart from the academic aspect of school...open house preparations have been quite draining. But manageable! Just and i have a pretty good understanding....and the first befrienders meeting was quite successful in the sense that 240/280 people turned up. for those absentees we had to painstakingly call them up -_- but nevermind!

Apart from befrienders, cat and i had to worry about hiphop too, but its piecing together =) somehow we've managed to learn most of the dance steps and the hiphop item more or less looks okay =D hope we can put up a good performance during open house!

oh yes and PW's been a nightmare.

at least there are some things which have made me smilee =)

matthew admired God's creations at 7:11 PM [comment]

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